So lately hasn’t been as bad it mostly is, but not at it’s best. I’m still grateful for it, as it’s another day here on this rock. Maybe it’s an over-release of endorphins, dopamine, serotonin, oxytocin, or whatever chemical it is that makes you feel like you’re on cloud 9.
And there’s be some things the past two weeks that could’ve driven me over the edge. That should’ve driven me over the edge. But not this week, Satan. Just tryin’ to get back to the old me. And I’m getting there. One day at a time. Baby steps, bitches.
So what changed? Not much really. Some new people in my life that I’m thankful for, and just a newfound thankfulness for some of the permanent fixtures in my life. Complacent is something that I don’t need to have anymore.
Don’t be unaware & unappreciative of those in your life simply because they’re there & you know they’ll be there tomorrow. Because that’s not always the case. Sometimes the complacent life forces others to walk, because they don’t feel like you care anymore. Whether that’s the case or not, the lack of showing it speaks volumes.
So that’s my new goal every day. Try. You miss 100% of the swings you don’t take. And it won’t always work out for ya. Can’t win ’em all, right? It’s all about winning the war, not the individual battles. And sometimes, wars are won together.
So be glad. Be happy. Find the joy. Cherish the love. Enjoy the moments. Later, fuckers. I love you all
fontyc 